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So, yeah, been a while since I've written here, and now I will update you on what has been happening with me personally. For years, and I am still struggling with this, I have had this problem with viewing internet pornography. Please help me and give your best wishes for me in stopping this awful habit. Sure, there's going to be those people who say "No, Mark, it's harmless, you'll be fine". That is probably the most bullshit statement ever uttered in the history of statements. It is that kind of thinking that gets you in trouble because you think it's okay, but really, it is slowly taking over you, yet at the same time, you're trying to take over it, and it becomes a constant struggle. I am on this journal of having a healthy mindset so I may have a wonderful, healthy relationship with an amazing woman one day. I am a supporter of the organization Fight The New Drug, an organization that's against the pornography industry and its website is full of information on how the pornography industry connects to supporting sex trafficking. Thank you..

Moving on from that, I am searching for a job. This is so because the current company I work for, Vizion Couture, is going through some financial difficulties and my own boss is going through some personal difficulties and my boss says I am still employed there, but it's going to be a few months before I have any work available for me there. So, now, in the meantime, I am in a search for employment. Also, speaking of money, I am up for commissions for an amount of $10 sent to my paypal account at the email compmark5@gmail.com. That'll be most welcome, and the resulting drawing will either be in black and white or with the current colored pencil set I have currently. Small set sadly, for I am hoping to get more organized as an artist. I really want one of those wooden box sets with a multitude with colors..hell, definitely considering doing pastel. That sounds awesome..

Also, speaking of support, please support my Kickstarter campaign at: www.kickstarter.com/projects/7… . Thank you :). It's for my independent movie studio I'm trying to found and it would be wonderful to get some funding from you guys for it. So that's all, and thanks for reading :)
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I do not know you, but have a friend in a 12-step program for sex addiction. From discusions about it with her, part of the solution is identifying and mitigating the triggers for her addiction. I do not know your specific triggers, but looking at your DA profile I would highly advise making several changes.

1) Turn on the mature content filter.
2) Edit your group membership removing:
a) Tits-R-us
b) beautiful-sezy
c) justnudes
d) theboobclub
e) sexself-portraits
f) and tje felicia geoups if they to henti or nudes or if anything overtly sexual gets passed the mature content filter.
3) Edit ypur favorites to remove all nudes and sexually explicit or overtly sexual content
4) Do not just remove but purge all your DA mature content
5) Purge your computer of all mature, sexually explicit and sexually overt material
6) Computer System level protection:
a) Turn on "Net Nanny" and parental comtent settings or filters related to sexual content.
b) If you have Norton Anti-virus look into getting the verzion that include the higher quality "Net Nanny" capability.
c) Have a friend or relative aware of your addiction who is helping you/supporting you set the password and then forget it (i.e. make hard and not write it down) and promise to nevwr give it to you
7) Keep your art medium, but switch your subject focus from human or animal to still life or scenery. You clearly enjoy photographing nature, sketch/draw/paint it too
8) Consider just terminating your DA account all together and find a real-world art community with similar or supportive interests and motivations
9) If you wish to remain on the internet leverage "Google Search" to find an art group or community FOR/BY/WITH those with porn addiction. Billions of peoplr on internet, something for everyone, has to be one OR
10) BE the GUY to tecognize that there is not a supportive art community available to those suffering with porn/sex addiction and start one, heck start a group on DA

Otherwise from looking at your profile and reading your above post, your are currently lying to yourself and your sponsor if you habe one. Because your post says I recognize I have an addiction, I think I,have a handle on it, please support me. While your profile says "TITS ARE FUCKING AWESOME AND I LOVE THE EVER-LOVING SHIT OUT OF THEM!!!! AND FOR $10 I WILL DRAW YOUR TITS FOR YOU AND THANKS FOR THEN TITTY PIC TOO!!"

If you are serious about it, then be serious about it. And damn well make sure that all aspects of your interactions with the world/internet are squared away as much as possible and as much as you can.

Because otherwise I smell bullshit and read a crock of shit and say, nope sorry. And maybe it is that you did not hit your "rock bottom" yet, and therefore not truly ready to be sober and clean. Which I can understand and support. That may just need to occur first, before you can discover and then deal with your root cause for having the addiction in the first place.

Good Luck!!